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Journal Entry: Sat Feb 14, 2009, 2:15 AM

Fuck Me Up just to ease the pain

Karma police, arrest this man
He talks in maths, he buzzes like a fridge
He's like a de-tuned radio

No, I won't talk about Valentine's day, I don't like tangling into useless cliches, and I totally hate prefabricated goods.
So...How about tying me up and throwing me down the window, just to feel that I can fly? My karma's good, no problem, I just want to bathe into fake blood and feel my body getting born again. As I sit here, with a cigarette and the usual coffee, I can't stop wondering who am I talking to when I write those words. Who is the real target, why am I wasting energy just for the sake of doing it?
And I can come to only one conclusion: I'm writing to myself, because I'm screwed up and I need to visualize my broken subconscience, to avoid any mood swing accumulations...Yeah, I boom easily, but I also bloom easily, like a dead flower on the field. On your field, honey.
So it all revolves around happy endings, and as far as I'm concerned, there can only be happy endings, or else I'll slit my mind and bleed to death. It's perfectly fine if you don't understand anything from this journal, I'm sure that tomorrow I'll wonder...what the hell was I thinking?
Good morning, people.

That's it sir, you're leaving (Rain down)
The crackle of pig skin (Rain down)
The dust and the screaming (Come on rain down)
The yuppies networking (On me)
The panic, the vomit (From a great height)
The panic, the vomit (From a great height)
God loves his children
God loves his children, yeah

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=rdalpes Feb 14, 2009, 2:21:52 AM

merci beaucoup

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=Darksolitude Feb 14, 2009, 2:26:31 AM

you're welcome

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~xharlequinx Feb 14, 2009, 2:29:00 AM

good morning, dont worry we all write to ourselves, even when we address other people!
thank you for the wonderful feature

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~xavierus Feb 14, 2009, 2:32:13 AM

good morning, and join the club

seems I'm not the only one feelin` that way..

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=Darksolitude Feb 14, 2009, 2:37:33 AM

uuu...empatizezi cu mine?

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=Darksolitude Feb 14, 2009, 2:37:49 AM

u're welcome

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"-ce faci?
-iubesc"

founder of*AngstyWriters
member of: ~Brasov, *justportraits, ~ROLiterature, *AngstyWriters, ~RoWatch, ~RoMember, ~transilvania, *Optimal-Photo, *BucurestiClub, ~EyesOnYou

=sinanTR Feb 14, 2009, 2:53:34 AM

hey! i haven't understood anything from this journal

happy and lovely Valentine's Day

=Darksolitude Feb 14, 2009, 3:00:26 AM

I understand you

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"-ce faci?
-iubesc"
Inspiratia, adica izbucnirea inconstientului, este fundamentul vietii spirituale.

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=sinanTR Feb 14, 2009, 3:03:38 AM

hey!!! lol..i've said it to make you to feel "perfectly fine"

happy and lovely Valentine's Day

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Dec 22, 2009 Of Christmas
Dec 8, 2009 Another December
Dec 1, 2009 Seconds to Midnight, Seconds to You
Nov 28, 2009 Lazy mornings
Nov 24, 2009 Of past and present, of dreams and hopes
Nov 21, 2009 Dreamy November
Nov 17, 2009 She Wants to go to the Seaside...
Nov 12, 2009 Pam Pam!
Nov 11, 2009 There's a reason for...almost everything
Nov 8, 2009 I want to declare a lost self.

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